well heres one.
For maybe a year I have been addicted to xanax. Using extr, using just not to get a headache, but mostly using to make the day a blur. I seriously have lost my concept of time. This is mostly due to work, as I would take about 2 or 3 before going in each day and by the end of the day that number was up to 6. This was when I noticed not only that I had an addiction, but that it was becoming fucked up. I failed at my apprenticeship program with the IBEW and took three the day I Was to be fired - I was gonna quit, just to actuate to some degree my own choices. In retrospect I fucked up big - time because I didn't get unemployment. After that I didn't do much for abot or 5 months and then I worked for Kroger for about 6 months. I decided to quit my last job and I have one with the in-law's now, and in retrospect there's only one reason that I quit the last job: I ran out of Xanax. I haven't had more than 1 a day in a month or 2 and I havent had any at all for 2 weeks. The best part is that I am going back to suckle at mother benzo's tit. I think I can contain it now but I don't know.

Oh yeah like 3 or 4 accieents due to it as well, culminating in a 8 mg day that led to a nice sized dent in my right front fender. I like to think I'm safer now, since I actively refrain from driving (even if I'm leaving work) if I think I am too inbriated.

Plus I eat lots of fiber now because it can reduce my risk of heart disease.

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