> I had this friend Heather. Kindest person you'd ever meet. She never had a
> mean feeling toward anyone. She even kept me in line. I could always count on
> her from keeping my crazy ass from going to far. Kind of gal you could never
> hurt her feelings, and I always felt she'd be there to save me. She got married
> a while back, and her stepsons at the time were true terrors. She turned them
> around, got their grades up, got them out of trouble.
> So I hadn't seen her for a while. I went out tonight and ran into some mutual
> friends. They told be about a month ago she was up in the mountains, and she
> was doing some rather vigorous work. Anyway that and the altitude and thin air
> overcame her and she collapsed. No one could revive her. We never thought
> she'd pass from a weak heart.
> So I'm pissed, and had a moment of clarity. Here's this Bucky fag who kills
> cops, goes on the run and still get's taken in alive. You'd think any cop would
> ventilate the fucker, but no they gotta be PC. The universe doesn't seem to
> give a shit, infact they seem entertained by the antics of the criminals. The
> good ones really do go first.
> I'm seriously thinking fuck it, I'll really get away with a rampage right now.
> The odds are better with the bad guys.
That sounds really harsh - she didn't deserve to die.
You're angry now, and haven't really got a target - my advice is to kick or punch the shit out of something. Inanimate if possible.