fuckers -nt-

No seriously, I hope yours is better than mine. My girlfriend told me tonight that her mom and sister want me NOT to be there for christmas because they've always been together as a family for christmas. Gotta love the family of the woman I wanna spend the rest of my life with, I can feel the love, a big warm welcome with open arms after over 8 months spent loving one of them. That's sarcasm yeah...

She told me that on messenger saying she'd want me to be there anyway. I replied that this pissed me off and that I don't want to see their face after such a thing. She started crying, her mom got in her room and read all what I said. To calm down her daughter, she called me giving me all that "I'm sorry, I made a mistake, you're important for my daughter so I want you to know it's important for us that you be there" yadadada etc bullshit. God I love my girlfriend but I can't say the same for her family, nothing is perfect eh.

Meanwhile, my parents are expecting to see both of us tonight. They even got a present for my girlfriend. They're nice people, making her feel at home the way they can even though they're poor. I feel like they're the complete opposite of my gf parents.

Talk about yet another fucked up xmas. I'll probably spent it all alone, here, thinking that again this year, I hate xmas.