Ok, some serious posting this time.

Lately, i have been really weird.
I have been feeling sad almost all the time, and pissed off the rest of time.
I have lost my will to do almost anything (just doing my job, lately, and just doing the bare minimum to not get fired to hassled by my boss).
i have talked less and less to anyone (people in general) and even my girlfriend.

i have been bored to my skull by almost anything, even playing guitar, which is something i love to do, is boring me.
i´m trying to play some games, but apart from a couple that really has me immersed, the rest is just boring.

and what´s weird is that this happened completely out of nowhere, i think. no event, nothing happened that could have triggered this.

i´m kinda of worried, because this is not me..
and because its fucking bad to feel sad for something you can´t know what is it.
i looked up on depression and its seems that i´m not depressed because depression is fucking fucked up and is more chemical than psycological (or however is spelled).

anyway, i´m.. bland.

hopefully, everything will pass in a couple of days, but since it hasn´t in the last couple of days.. i decided to ask...

also, i´m am rude to people... and i´m not rude to people.. usually, or most of the time.

anyway, i´m kinda of confused.

sorry for venting out..

one can never destroy the power of evil