Good posting Pr3tty F1y.
I'd just like to re-inforce to you Tib, the notion that you don't have to face this shit alone. If you're feeling bothered by these feelings, don't let yourself be carried on with the idea that it'll pass, it'll pass...
You don't have to feel like this, there are alternatives, there are plenty of people out there that can help you.
Não há problema algum em procurar um psicólogo pra conversar sobre isso, não se prenda ao orgulho de "eu tenho que enfrentar isso sozinho" ou à facilidade do "isso vai passar".
Ninguém precisa sofrer sem querer hoje em dia. Procure ajuda.
Keep us posted on how you're doing. ;-)
All work and no play makes me..., well, you know the rest.