> i have trouble remembering things i set myself to do.
> like, if i am going home, i think "the first i will do when i get home, is
> this." by the time i get home (like 20, 30 minutes later), i completely forgot
> about it.

My problem is I'm always thinking and can't stop, especially about stuff I'm supposed to do/supposed to remember etc, it's like I'm paranoid to forget it or for the repercussions if I don't end up doing that shit. Yeah I know the world won't fall apart, but my brain is just stupid and keeps bothering me to the point of insomnia sometimes. I don't even try to think of these things but it's like some ticker reel constantly running in my head superimposed on everything no matter what I do. If we could trade brains for a while it would be like a vacation.

I had to stop programming because I'd wake up in the middle of the night with some amazing optimization or bugfix because I'd figure out what the problem was in my code in my sleep. Seriously what the fuck!?!?

Now I'm making some music and it's like the same thing, my brain is going nuts thinking up of melodies or intricacies to add to songs I'm working on.