Tuesday I have to go in and meet with the FAA over getting some privileges updated to my pilots license. Needless to say the last few weeks have been some of the most stressful times I have ever had.

I know I used to poke fun about wrecking planes almost 10 years ago. And I like mah booze and sky hoes. I also remember somewhere in that time I was more confident in my abilities. I had a I can go anywhere and do anything attitude in my chosen field. However the past few years I fell on very rough times that took some of that ambition away as well as some of the lunacy that IS the airline industry. And even forced me to walk away from what I wanted to do for a while.

Which leads me to now. Even with all of the stress and as ready as I feel I wonder if I'm worried about a minor checkride how the hell am I going to handle a plane full of passengers?

Perhaps I'm just stressing out over nothing as I have always been a worrier.

Who dares wins.