I only did that once, but only because there was so much controversy surrounding her death and a lot of fights back and forth and shit like that. I felt bad but got over it, even though I lost another friend in the process. Meh, the friend was a bitch anyways.

I actually just lost a friend to hanging on Sunday and the memorial service was yesterday. :( She had me on a limited profile for some reason so I can't see nor post to her wall but I can see pictures and comment on them. It's weird but I'm saddened that I didn't get an online chance to say goodbye. The minster read a bunch of wall posts yesterday and I'm sad that I couldn't be a part of that. :(

> Being reminded all the time isn't helping the moving on process, but I don't
> want to be cold blooded either.
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